Fixation which I odium most in life

The time is now 1.45 am. Not at all getting sleep.
Why people are crazy about it. I never thought of it nor used it.
I loved, dreamed to have my life without having it. But it too
Became part of it and last four years we were suffering the consequence of it.
Now this time is very important for us, even now also it is hunting us heavily.
Tradition seems. Forcefully taking money or jewels in the name of relationship.
Is it the tradition.....?
Lying in the bed very sadly with my spouse for the last few days.. Weeks.. Months.. And
years pain we had on this issue. We have a three month
Infant growing. Let these thing should not repeat in his life....
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11-11-11 The Glorious Day in my life.

The day is amazing. Without any such big expectation the day surprised me marvelously. Yes just in opposite mode of my previous blog gloomy Sunday which I wrote a year back , this evening am enjoying like any thing . Ya after 2 years and 8 months of long (for me) waiting, struggling, ya I got a positive result here today , got the way to go to become a father , Alhamdulillhaa. Full credit is to you and you only , I will be thank full and Obedient throughout my life to you especially not allowing me to think about any kind of “shirk” for this purpose .